Taking a Chill PillWether you have noticed or not, I've change considerably in the last three months. I feel I've become angerier, more emotional, alone etc. etc., for whatever reasons and I fear that unless I do something about it, I'm going to end up hurting some people, maybe even lose a few good friends. That is why, in the best interests of myself, I'm going to be away again for a while. Not sure on the length of time I'll be away for this time, but I'll be using it to relax, chill out, get a few things going and most importantly find a life outside of my computer screens (OMG Daul Monitors).A few major things I'll be looking at doing inculde getting myself a full-time job. That requires re-writing my CV and updating it to make it look semi-decent. Then I actually have to find something I might find fun, forfilling and most importantly, pays a lot. Right now, £320 a month isn't cutting it. I need at least 4 times that with my current plans. I'm looking at something aimed at the computer industry or media industry, something basic, even if it's filling databases or something like that. At least it would beat my current employment, which is still feeling up and down (I'm doing 2 seperate shifts on Saturday. Yay >.<) and very, very boring. The 10% discount in nice, but I hardly earn enough money to use it anyway. Another reason would be to focus on my gym work. I find that already I'm feeling better body-wise, even if a difference isn't noticeable to the naked eye. But I'm getting there. After nearly destorying my arms last week, I find doing the same amount of weights easier and upgrading them quicker, too. Still working on being able to run that mile however, being a heavy asthmatic at all (I've been over-dosing my medication lately because it's been that bad. And NO, I haven't been doing it on purpose. You'd miss me.) Writing and Machinama work needs doing, too. I have my ideas and time, yet I haven't started either yet. For those wanting to know what's happening, I have several different projects lined up. Automatic Shockgun is to be my novel, GunBrothas is to be mine and Martz' Machinama using Halo... Actually, it isn't. Sorry to get your hopes up. It'll be made using "The Movies" and will feature in ArKayne's contest (If I'm not here to submit it BTW, Martz will.). Also, a live-action series is in the works and maybe a low-budget movie or two. Just for kicks, you know. So, I'm going to be quite busy. I have some games to get on with as well. My Dreamcast, for which I just recently bought a fuck load of stuff for, isn't getting any use, so that's a must. Also, after watching videos of Guitar Hero 2 (OMG Pulp Fiction theme *Cums*), I need to get back onto the original. I need loads of practise still. I suck ass. :D Also, I think I have a couple more PS2 games to complete and maybe some time completing the challanges on Guilty Gear X2 Reload for the XBOX. I want those bonus characters damnit. Last but not least, I need a social life. I'm considering going back to Wrestling Practice after a while out (due to a neck injury. Let's just say, I could of shattered it several times) to take some anger out and learn a few techniques. With the gym work as well, it'll help make me stronger, faster and less likely to kill myself. Also, if I had the time off work to do so, I'd take up Kendo. But of course, it's on Wednesday nights when I'm working. Ghey. I'd ask for time off, but people are leaving left and right. We lost another one today. D: One of the reasons for my double shift on Saturday. My day's fucking gone. ¬_¬ Ironically, I'm taking a break just as I get my PC fixed and running smoothly again. Ah well. I have a few games to occupy me if I'm bored. Maybe open up AIM and all that, too. 'Course, that's if I'm not talking to Lauren, though. She got a cellphone! Means I'll be up until 8 every night talking to her. Fun times ahead! But yeah, I'll try and keep in contact. For anyone wondering if I'm in a good or bad mood writing this, I feel pretty good. All I say is Lea... Those pictures of you are adorable. They've made my night. I still don't get why you put the Death Note in your pants, but we'll ignore that for now. XD But yeah, I'm just taking some time off to releive some stress and all that. It'll do me good, seeming as Summer really is offically over for me. Thus, depressing fog and freezing tempertures. I hate those. ._. Like I mentioned, I don't know how long I'll be away for, but it shouldn't be more then a few weeks. Don't wait up for me, OK? ^^ Oh, and just to be sure, I'm turning Friend Requests off whiles I'm gone. If you want to be my friend, send a messege. As for any outstanding requests eg. Banners and stuff, they will be done for tomorrow. Also, if you are still interested in sending letters and stuff and don't have my address, messege me TONIGHT. It was nice to be Featured again, though. Makes up for the popularity I won't be getting when I'm away (as though I had much anyway XP). I might leave a few pictures before I go, for anyone interested in knowing what I look like at this point (once I've shaven). To make things short for 90% of you: I'm gone for a few weeks. Until then... I'll be seeing you guys. :D "Bob Dylan once wrote, "The times, they are a changing". Ron Burgundy had never heard that song." UPDATE: I'm going to start at the end of the week. So yeah, you have to put up with me a bit longer. |
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