sounds to me like you're embracing the suck...or like you should lay down before anything else happens
Eh? I was just explaining how klutzy I am sometimes. As for the laying down thing, I'm sick with thrush that's going down from my mouth to my stomach and my heart just about to quit on me from stress. Stress that came from my mom having cancer, my lack of formal education, being over 30 pounds underweight and pain from scoliosis, having my academic adviser play mind games with me and making me homeless over the weekend. Not having sleep 3 out of 4 days, having an abusive brother, and failing in grades because of the overload two teachers gave me. I'd say laying down was a good thing, especially for the lack of sleep I had.
I'm not embracing it, I'm dropping out of college for awhile to get out of it, and moving away from all the suck before my health degrades even more to where I have permanent damage somehow.